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Written by: Jax_Teller Tag(s): Nicht-erotisch My Addiction She was outgoing and as beautiful as any around I wasn't there to find anyone let alone a relationship They told me she was the dirty rag they passed around the club They told me she wasn't worthy, they really didn't know I wasn't worthy I saw the spirit of the Woman in front of me & my addiction took full effect Once she sat in front of me, my fate was sealed I couldn't live without her. I stepped outside myself and I fell in the deep dark recesses of her Within hours of knowing her I was prepared to kill for her literally She asked so little and deserved so much more than she could hope for I felt her very core the good and the bad and saw our future It took all the patience I didn't even realize I had, but I wasn't sad anymore I knew the others were not seeing her soul but the the survivor exterior They labeled her a whore and dismissed the beauty that was inside. From the second I knew her I could never be without her again The addiction of her, has almost killed me. Too much of a good thing. My soul aches for her but she has no room for me now. I hurt her and broke the ties that bound us together I didn't mean to, but I did and now it consumes me. In knowing I murdered our Love I have a hard time living The pain of my addiction cuts deep into my soul The most precious flower that I was graced with is now a withered bud The thorns cut into the flesh of my being sharper than any sword Life without her love is unbearable yet because I broke our Love I must endure I must live with her, knowing it will never be the same Our Love was so great that the shadow burns my eyes as the tears flow Now I must live on, I just don't know how. And for right now I don't want to I just want the pain of my addiction to go away, maybe some day I long for the warmth and beauty, and light, but I can't even dream For the addiction will kill me. You might like one of the following stories: Texas freeze - Part 1(<10 minutes)Wahre Geschichte - Ehefrau, Frau / Frau, Fremdgehen, Von Frauen geschrieben, Carmina , my old friend from another life called last night. She had something to get off her chest. We had both cheated on our husbands a decade ago and shared each other's sordid details, so I had some idea what this might be about. I'll tell her story in first person, as usual, and fill in more than a few details, LOL. GATEWAY 3: THE GATEWAY BOYS(32 minutes)Belletristik - Einvernehmlicher Sex, Exhibitionismus, Reif, A woman seeking an old house with solitude so she can focus on her writing encounters neighbors she can't ignore. An interracial ghost story. Building a Dream: Part Seven(36 minutes)Wahre Geschichte - Anal, Blowjob, Cuckold, Ehefrau, Erstes Mal, Gruppensex, Lesbisch, Schlucken, I rang the bell and heard nothing. I turned to the others who had crowded in to allow whoever was watching the CCTV to see who was ringing. After a few moments I went to press it again when there was a ‘click’, indicating the door had unlocked. The Oligarch part 2 - Monaco muff diving(<10 minutes)Belletristik Private jets and stewardess privates are the only way to fly A sexual journey - Chapter 2(<10 minutes)Belletristik - Anal, Dominant / Unterwürfig, Fesselspiele My slide into depravity. | ||||