My Addiction (0)Written by: Jax_Teller Tag(s): Non-Erotic My Addiction She was outgoing and as beautiful as any around I wasn't there to find anyone let alone a relationship They told me she was the dirty rag they passed around the club They told me she wasn't worthy, they really didn't know I wasn't worthy I saw the spirit of the Woman in front of me & my addiction took full effect Once she sat in front of me, my fate was sealed I couldn't live without her. I stepped outside myself and I fell in the deep dark recesses of her Within hours of knowing her I was prepared to kill for her literally She asked so little and deserved so much more than she could hope for I felt her very core the good and the bad and saw our future It took all the patience I didn't even realize I had, but I wasn't sad anymore I knew the others were not seeing her soul but the the survivor exterior They labeled her a whore and dismissed the beauty that was inside. From the second I knew her I could never be without her again The addiction of her, has almost killed me. Too much of a good thing. My soul aches for her but she has no room for me now. I hurt her and broke the ties that bound us together I didn't mean to, but I did and now it consumes me. In knowing I murdered our Love I have a hard time living The pain of my addiction cuts deep into my soul The most precious flower that I was graced with is now a withered bud The thorns cut into the flesh of my being sharper than any sword Life without her love is unbearable yet because I broke our Love I must endure I must live with her, knowing it will never be the same Our Love was so great that the shadow burns my eyes as the tears flow Now I must live on, I just don't know how. And for right now I don't want to I just want the pain of my addiction to go away, maybe some day I long for the warmth and beauty, and light, but I can't even dream For the addiction will kill me. You might like one of the following stories: My Lactating Aunt Part 3 Moms Help(10 minutes)Diary - Incest Bryan has more fun with his Auntie, but requires some coaching from his Mom. My Bad Covid Romance - 3(<10 minutes)Diary - Cheating, Consensual Sex, First Time, Male / Female, Virginity, Written by women My first time Shoe Salesman Chapter 2(19 minutes)Fantasy - Anal, Consensual Sex, Female / Female, Lesbian, Teen Male / Female Jim and Peg almost got caught by friend and daughter. Peg thinks she has avoided trouble but friend Michelle has other ideas. Dealing with the local bully part 3(16 minutes)Fantasy - Blackmail, Blowjob, Coercion, Cuckold, Exhibitionism, Group Sex, Humiliation, Interracial, Reluctance, Swallow, Voyeur As always feedback welcome Shoe Store Salesman sells more than shoes(<10 minutes)Fiction - Consensual Sex, Mature, Teen Male / Female Jim was working the noon to closing shift when she walked in. She was a OLDER woman but she looked good and besides she was a CUSTOMER and service was his job. Oh what service Jim was about to provide. | ||||